paid off

For the past few days, I couldn't sleep very well because I was worried. About the result, for sure. My friend from other universities have gotten their results. And semester three was not my favourite. I feel like I did quite okay with my papers but I wasn't okay with few mates and a tutor. So I was so scared those things were gonna affect my result. They did actually, but just a minor effect.

 

Finally, the result is out! I didn't get the chance to have those shaky fingers while key in my matric number because a friend of mine memorized my number and IC and he was the first to know. Spoiled the mood je -.-

So this time, I managed to passed 3.5. Thank you Allah! I was in DL for semester one but dropped in semester two so I was embarrassed because people are expecting you to get the same result since you already achieved it once. Expecting you to be consistent lah, something like that.

Anyways, I've gotten my result, I'm happy with it and it's far from my expectation! All the stress, the problematic mates, the annoying people in uni and bla bla are all paid off!

OOO lalalala

p/s: five more semester to go, I don't have the right to be happy, yet. 

Friday the 13th

The journey went well. We landed safely.

See, friday the 13th was just a total bullshit.

Hurm, tahyul2.

So now, I'm finally home!

Paradigm mcm dah 50% siap.

Rumah2 jiran dah lain.

I feel like an outsider in my own hometown.

I really miss Pj though. I miss the environment. I miss the people. 

How was exam?

Shitty I assumed. The new dean is way stricter than the previous one. 

50+ for carry mark was normal, but the current trend for carry mark is 40+.

damn, memang harapan la nak achieve CGPA of 3.5 and above this semester.

Erk, I shouldn't be thinking bout uni la once I'm home.

The day before I went home was super busy. Spent time with old friends whom I'll not see them anymore because they are moving to Jeli in the next semester . Damn umk for separating us :( 

Our thinking will not be widen if we stay among the people from our course only.

We really need to mix around with the people from other faculties :(

So, we played bowling and I lost for sure. 

Went to male hostel at KB (which is 15 minutes drive from our main campus) just to transfer kamen Rider and Big bang theory.

Reached hostel, qucikly transferred kamen rider to a friend's laptop.

At 12am, we gathered and ate durian but got chased away by the pak guard and mak guard because they were scared we were going to make babies after eating durian.

I wanted to eat more, but the held me back. Sorry, i had to curse both of you that night.

Anyways, honestly, i was a bit sad for leaving UMK for this semester.

I wonder why ...

Clock

it was 3.26 pm.
and I received a message

Mus: pagi hani
Me: petang mus. awal bangun?
Mus:oh.petang.haha

it was a funny moment.lol.

Twinkle twinkle

In my dream:
I have a boyfriend who uses proper spelling and good in English.
I score 3.5 and above for every semester.
I study in a foreign university.
I have lots of money.
I handle assignments well.

Like I said, in my dream.
These only happen in my dreams.
darn, i feel so pathetic :(