A deathliest truth

I'm single but I don't really feel alone because I have:
A bunch of wonderful friends
A bunch of storybooks (technically I only have two with me which I brought from home but I can always borrow :) )
An Ipod with loads of awesome applications
A laptop loaded with dramas/movies/mvs/whatsoever you name it
Classes and activities in university.
see, my life is kinda busy so I don't think I'll be able to spare time for love.
But but,

My bestfriend wrote this, and it got me thinking.
And realizing,
And admitting the truth.
Honestly, sometimes I do feel lonely.
Even though I have friends around me for 24/7, but I can still feel that a slot in my heart is kinda empty.
LOL, damn jiwang but yeah, this is just the truth.
Come on la, I'm already 21 years damn freaking old,
my last relationship was almost three years ago.
A serious relationship? The ugly truth is, I never had one.
See, I feel like I'm the most pathetic girl in the world.
*a deep sigh*
I long for a cuddle when I'm sad
I want my hands to be held
I want to feel secure in your embrace
I want the extra attention which I won't get from my parents.
I want someone whom I can shower with love, because I have too much love in myself and cats don't really need much love from me -.-

I think I'm over-picky, so that's why I'm still on my own until today.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not looking for a perfect person,
I just want someone who understands me, makes me happy, and bla bla.
Someone whom I feel comfortable with.
Someone whom I can easily get along with.
When I see that person, he makes me grin from ear to ear.
Hurm hurm hurm
I do love Jaejoong but this is reality, I know i can never have him.
I don't need a boyfriend, I just need a future husband
*horny laughs*




p/s:Let's get a gigantic teddy bear xoxo