Cuti cuti Malaysia

Since I'm no longer working and I still have few days before going back to the heh uni, I went to Telok Chempedak, holiday-ing with my beloved cousins <3

Photoshooting by the beach was fun :) even though we were sweating like hell and the weather was freaking hot AND we were fasting!

We are so cool because we managed to fast for the whole day even though only GOD knows how desperate we were for a glass of water xp

Let's hug and smooch xp

Double shock

I've been in very moody mood for the entire day, blame the pms -.- I always thought that someone must control their mood swing during pms but the truth is, it is uncontrollable.
So today, I received two shocking surprises: a happy surprise first, a sad surprise second that later made my mood in a worst state.

The first surprise is:
I received a call from a friend whom I thought he was dead, eaten by a seahorse.
He's the weirdest friend so far, and I love him. We haven't met for so long! A year maybe. And the last time he texted me was on my 21st birthday.
See, so long edi you never chat with me -.-
I love how he always curse his own race and other races, and his ability in using the F word in his every single sentences. He's really unique, one in a million. Talking to him trigger me to join him cursing. I cursed and it was fun :)
Yeay, gonna reunite with him soon!

The second surprise:
Well, this is a sad one. A friend is leaving UMK for an unavoidable reason.
Like omaigod, he's among the person I look up whenever I have big problems,
The person who always have the right words to comfort me,
The person who always stand by me and listen to my problems.
The person who always harassed me.
I'm still in shock, I didn't expect this kind of thing will happen.
But, this is reality, people come and go, but the memories will make sure the bond between us stay strong.
Good luck buddy, make sure you get the course you applied for.
You will be missed :D

These really affect my mood. The emotions are mixed up. Being a woman is not easy. Complicated.
I hate pms -.- pfft.

A very big hug :(

A silent comeback

My previous blog lasted only for few months :P
It was fun at first, but I started to blog bout my anger instead of proper topics to be blog about.
It was getting out of control.
The second reason, I suck at writing. My story is always boring. I'm not a poetic person. I'm just plain boring.
So, I decided to delete it.
Only few realized bout the death of my blog, heh, pathetic rite.
But somehow, I miss blogging.
I miss expressing the feelings that I can't speak out to the world,
which I prefer to express them in words.
Ew, sound soppy but this is me, a coward hiding in a macho man shell :)

I know I don't have a zillion readers, but I don't mind :)
I blog , I read.
But this time, I will try my very best not to
# get too emotional
# publicize my blog

Lets hug and kiss XD