Ohhoii!

It has been a while since I last blogged.
Because things were up and down for the last few weeks.
Dumped someone, indirectly dumped by someone.
Stress,pressure,tension.
If I try to write something during that time, I would definitely end up cursing and emoing instead of writing.
So, I decided to stay on hiatus for a mean time.
But now I'm back!
Things have gotten better I guess.
Biasa la, lepas hujan baru ada rainbow kan :)

I'm done with my japanese test!
Well, it was the first test and few tests are waiting but still I felt relieved.
Alhamdulillah, I answered most of the questions.
And I managed to memorized Hiragana!
Yeay for me :)
Our Mika sensee was in Japan for a week and she brought us back a type of food.
We supposed to take one only but I took two.
Gomenne Mika sensee :(( *makes kawaii face*

I'm proud to say that I can read the words in the middle :)

I'm done with my SIEP presentation too.
Fuhh, the presentation went smoothly, even though I only prepared six slides, while other had minimum six slide.
But quantity is not important rite, the quality is :D

And now, I've to concentrate on Logistics maybe.
And Larian Amal Palestin is coming up.
Wooooo, busykan diri :)

ooo yeah! I'll be home by 4th!
Rindu semua!
First mission:
Kidnap Sherlene and xplore the new One Utama :)))))))))))
The best shopping mall in Malaysia <3

smell like a vampire

: I donated blood today! I feel so useful and I wish my blood will be used up by a very handsome guy XD

oh, I wouldn't mind if a sexy vampire wanna steal it and suck it till the bag gone dry 

: Hemoglobin sounds like homosexual goblin to me

:I realized that when one of my course mate got into trouble, the trouble they got into always has something to do with sex

:I think my course is full with sex maniacs -.-

Am I too boyish to be loved?
Am I too childish to be loved?
Am I too insane to be loved?
Am I too fat to be loved?
Am I too ugly-skin to be loved?

Am I?
Am I?

Speed of light

I didn't plan for this.
After what had happened, I should have stay clean for awhile.
But, it's uncontrollable okay.
Technically, the love feeling have stopped lingering in me since in the middle of my four months break.
Wait, I'm not sure whether it was love feeling or what.
Ugh, I don't know. I didn't know.
But what I know now,
I will have butterflies fly in my stomach everytime I see him.
Hooooooo...
Just bertepuk sebelah tangan.
Never mind la, he doesn't put up any sign 'please don't like me'
So, I'm free to go drool over him kan?
To him, I'm just an insane friend.
But to me, you're a err, nice guy and I have crush on you?
This is not love at a first sight.
I have known him for almost a year.
And I've been feeling this feeling after a week I came back here.
Aiyo, why so sudden?

LOL

hani, please keep quiet.




p/s: let's go eye-wash in tutti frutti kb xP

A deathliest truth

I'm single but I don't really feel alone because I have:
A bunch of wonderful friends
A bunch of storybooks (technically I only have two with me which I brought from home but I can always borrow :) )
An Ipod with loads of awesome applications
A laptop loaded with dramas/movies/mvs/whatsoever you name it
Classes and activities in university.
see, my life is kinda busy so I don't think I'll be able to spare time for love.
But but,

My bestfriend wrote this, and it got me thinking.
And realizing,
And admitting the truth.
Honestly, sometimes I do feel lonely.
Even though I have friends around me for 24/7, but I can still feel that a slot in my heart is kinda empty.
LOL, damn jiwang but yeah, this is just the truth.
Come on la, I'm already 21 years damn freaking old,
my last relationship was almost three years ago.
A serious relationship? The ugly truth is, I never had one.
See, I feel like I'm the most pathetic girl in the world.
*a deep sigh*
I long for a cuddle when I'm sad
I want my hands to be held
I want to feel secure in your embrace
I want the extra attention which I won't get from my parents.
I want someone whom I can shower with love, because I have too much love in myself and cats don't really need much love from me -.-

I think I'm over-picky, so that's why I'm still on my own until today.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not looking for a perfect person,
I just want someone who understands me, makes me happy, and bla bla.
Someone whom I feel comfortable with.
Someone whom I can easily get along with.
When I see that person, he makes me grin from ear to ear.
Hurm hurm hurm
I do love Jaejoong but this is reality, I know i can never have him.
I don't need a boyfriend, I just need a future husband
*horny laughs*




p/s:Let's get a gigantic teddy bear xoxo